Saturday, July 25, 2009

I Awakening

It was in a place, just like a church, more than a church, its heaven.. The lights shines.. Angel Sings.. Its just a few sec vision.. Then my eyes closes..

Then i opened my eyes.. Im in a white place.. And im a baby.. Floating in unknown white space.. And lots babies are beside me.. Wonder who they are.. Floating in a row with me.. 1 by 1 disapear from left to right.. From my knowledge i can know that each baby disappeared will be coming out to the world. Im next to disapear.. My awaken is about to come.. Flashes -> -> -> Appeared in a hospital as a new born baby...

This is my life... I am who i am... The main character of all... The creator of my story, and the hero of my story. A boy with strong spirit and mind, who see the truth through my eyes... With legions of dreams and imaginations... A person who never stop wonders, and create a World of his Dreams, and his world which last forever.. The world hidden in him somewhere, burried deep in the sea of his mind.. somehow to be found one day... and it never disappear.. THE WORLD OF FOREVER~

This is my story,
My human life begins...

Its a beginning, but i felt i've been b4.. always and always.. and my dreams keep expanding.. Somehow i cant remember them all... But they always flow somewhere in me.. And they always triggers me...

Im a baby.. Not much rememberance of my mom and dad until i can walk...

TIME PASSES~
Growing keep prosessing, and my dreams keep getting stronger... And im dreaming of being something of something in something that its too long to be explain and never been understood...

Its a waste that nobody can ever understand how strong my feeling is... And i can feel so far and deep, and imagine how far and deep, and how infinite wide my dream is... And no language can actually express my true powers...



But,



During my 16/17 , start to realise something.. So I dont really care ppl cant see whats in me, its isnt their fault.. Because whats inside me is too deep and it is only me should know whats in myself.. Some ppl that i can admire, are those who can c some parts inside me... Its too rare of them...

And i "NEVER" tell ppl that im the true chosen 1 in this world, because nobody would really believe it, and yet make some laughter, and spoil my image... As a conclusion, just be who i am...