Having fun arround in school and even skip class just for dinner & even karaoke.. Drawing nails etc.. But i realise theres 2 nations that is not united as i always wanted... But so i will try my best to unite them up...
Theres another problem along the way... The nations did not believe in uniting... There is even cracking along the bonds... But my wisdom mode activated? & i've drag the faults and tries to heal... But i hope the victim will be pleased and the others will be touched... Its just like allying 2nations, standing in the middle... It sounds to be... But its easy as i think... No, its no easy task~
As i always know,
Boys are always on the losing side / bad side...
(and i know why)
But not to be upset with it, but to face the reality and fate, and bear with it...
This time, i took all responsible as a boy & as the allied 2nations...
Is that enough to stop distortions?
Feel sorry & proud of myself for thinking so much~
Wednesday, March 31, 2010
Saturday, March 27, 2010
27/3
Whole day on computer~ , still learning to play "Those Who Fight".. its a hard piano piece..
Good for my eyes and oso not good for my eyes..
Not wearing contact lens but seeing computer too long~
Aaron msg me, we r not goin out edi(stay at home) , Derek says go c movie nex time...
Had 2 meals only...
Get a chance to hav a chat with ... (jus feel good)
Sadly staying home for EarthHour, but my buddy brothers CALLED ME FOR GAME.. YEAH~ I pawns in line tower wars but LEAVERS! sien... rmk for aaron, and he said: u guys go play 1st.. lol, funny
Recording my piano plays^^ well thats the worst! i can play so perfectly but when taking video.. oh gosh, wam nervous... how am i goin to play infront of crowd in future?
Chat something not good with denise jiejie and we laugh the way through... happy~
Good day? Let me see...
Good for my eyes and oso not good for my eyes..
Not wearing contact lens but seeing computer too long~
Aaron msg me, we r not goin out edi(stay at home) , Derek says go c movie nex time...
Had 2 meals only...
Get a chance to hav a chat with ... (jus feel good)
Sadly staying home for EarthHour, but my buddy brothers CALLED ME FOR GAME.. YEAH~ I pawns in line tower wars but LEAVERS! sien... rmk for aaron, and he said: u guys go play 1st.. lol, funny
Recording my piano plays^^ well thats the worst! i can play so perfectly but when taking video.. oh gosh, wam nervous... how am i goin to play infront of crowd in future?
Chat something not good with denise jiejie and we laugh the way through... happy~
Good day? Let me see...
Friday, March 26, 2010
26/03
well fun today~ go to spring with a big group of frens.. having fun chit-chating..
2changes of me today~
slightly getting disapoint on someone
happy to get something~ ^^
2changes of me today~
slightly getting disapoint on someone
happy to get something~ ^^
Thursday, March 25, 2010
STARTING GETTING INTO IT
loving uni life, we have class like in the movie(Harry Potter)... Feels good walking arround looking at people wandering, going home, coming for class...
started to have troubles as well... assignments! INNOVATION AND CHANGE! gosh, i gota memorize them as Pmoral/sejarah! owh, hope some1 wil help me~~~
Wawa T_T
started to have troubles as well... assignments! INNOVATION AND CHANGE! gosh, i gota memorize them as Pmoral/sejarah! owh, hope some1 wil help me~~~
Wawa T_T
Orientation
Luckily i enjoy from the very beginning... i dont usually enjoy untill the last few days then i started to appreciate it, but time is lacking... Thx for the experience, i enjoy it alot, but i wish we have more time...
Personal Infomation
Name: BenjamiN
Age: 18 (2010)
Sex: Male
Contact No. 016-8993328
Fav food: Laksa, fries, fried chicken^^ cheesy wedges
School life always gives me great memories that i can dug into my sea~
SJK Chung Hua No.5 (1999-2004)
SMK Bandar Kuching No.1 (2005-2009)
SWiN BUR*NE* (2010-????) Currently
Friends,
i love to mix all kind of friends:
Crazy type : rough moves, vandilising kuching X_X , shouting all the way in the middle of the night in the car, stack up MCD salt and throw "AGUA" in petanak..
Good ones: which studies can be reliable, open-minded, cooperative.. (Usually i always help them in mentally problems)
friends(girls): which are open to talk, sharing and exchanging oppinion of differences between boyz and girls. which treats me like a close friend..
Crushes:
Well, i did crush on a girl on the beggining year of 2005... Sadly its a failure... Not gonna say who it is... I've tried alot to chase chase chase, but the more i tries to chase, the further she is... It was more than 5 years, and i havnt look on other girls... But even though i do things perfectly, but it doesnt mean that works... Maybe im not a good man enough, or not handsome enuf@.@
Im single all time, even so i dont simply choose girls. Its a very very very very damn rare of me to found one... Once there is, then i will get stick to it as long as possible... It will be not for weeks or months, but YearS....
Even though its really fun to be single, sometimes i do feel lonely while looking at cutie couples. A girl would match me would be:
Good girl (i dont mean nude, but good)
Kind, protective of her spiritual and physical self, open-minded as well (but not too much)
Fun(who laughes at my jokes), girly but not too much
Strictly proteses:
play girl (trying to know lots of boys and be popular among them)
A girl who doesnt wanted to go home and hide in a pub, forgeting her stresses and fool dance around.
A girl who dont trust me as if im her boyfriend, less faith
that should be enough, but i also hope they are imaginative which is like me that have fantasies, and maybe she can understand and feel my dreams... So, i'll let fate decide for me.(as always)
Songs:
1. Hymms (Sounds like in heaven, angel sings) / Holy
2/3. -Adventurous/ Opera (the screams of war) / Holy
-Sentimental (tradisional guitar, harps, piano, violin)
4. Normal musics , rock, jazz, any types will do (English, Chinese , Japanese mostly)
I can meditate on music, definately not learned from indian, but my own.. I need a very very quiet place so i can on the music and closes my eyes to meditate... Any types of music will do even loud distortion will also do. Posture will be best on lying.. sitting also can... Every hz of the music contained can be heard, my meditations not only floats and heals myself, but imagined a story.....
P.S. , i only do this when im alone and make sure no1 bumps in, kinda feel stupid if anyone knows @.@
Age: 18 (2010)
Sex: Male
Contact No. 016-8993328
Fav food: Laksa, fries, fried chicken^^ cheesy wedges
School life always gives me great memories that i can dug into my sea~
SJK Chung Hua No.5 (1999-2004)
SMK Bandar Kuching No.1 (2005-2009)
SWiN BUR*NE* (2010-????) Currently
Friends,
i love to mix all kind of friends:
Crazy type : rough moves, vandilising kuching X_X , shouting all the way in the middle of the night in the car, stack up MCD salt and throw "AGUA" in petanak..
Good ones: which studies can be reliable, open-minded, cooperative.. (Usually i always help them in mentally problems)
friends(girls): which are open to talk, sharing and exchanging oppinion of differences between boyz and girls. which treats me like a close friend..
Crushes:
Well, i did crush on a girl on the beggining year of 2005... Sadly its a failure... Not gonna say who it is... I've tried alot to chase chase chase, but the more i tries to chase, the further she is... It was more than 5 years, and i havnt look on other girls... But even though i do things perfectly, but it doesnt mean that works... Maybe im not a good man enough, or not handsome enuf@.@
Im single all time, even so i dont simply choose girls. Its a very very very very damn rare of me to found one... Once there is, then i will get stick to it as long as possible... It will be not for weeks or months, but YearS....
Even though its really fun to be single, sometimes i do feel lonely while looking at cutie couples. A girl would match me would be:
Good girl (i dont mean nude, but good)
Kind, protective of her spiritual and physical self, open-minded as well (but not too much)
Fun(who laughes at my jokes), girly but not too much
Strictly proteses:
play girl (trying to know lots of boys and be popular among them)
A girl who doesnt wanted to go home and hide in a pub, forgeting her stresses and fool dance around.
A girl who dont trust me as if im her boyfriend, less faith
that should be enough, but i also hope they are imaginative which is like me that have fantasies, and maybe she can understand and feel my dreams... So, i'll let fate decide for me.(as always)
Songs:
1. Hymms (Sounds like in heaven, angel sings) / Holy
2/3. -Adventurous/ Opera (the screams of war) / Holy
-Sentimental (tradisional guitar, harps, piano, violin)
4. Normal musics , rock, jazz, any types will do (English, Chinese , Japanese mostly)
I can meditate on music, definately not learned from indian, but my own.. I need a very very quiet place so i can on the music and closes my eyes to meditate... Any types of music will do even loud distortion will also do. Posture will be best on lying.. sitting also can... Every hz of the music contained can be heard, my meditations not only floats and heals myself, but imagined a story.....
P.S. , i only do this when im alone and make sure no1 bumps in, kinda feel stupid if anyone knows @.@
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