Didnt sleep whole night... nt tired dono y...
play piano from 4-5somethn
play a match of hon, and mom came in my room
take a walk in the garden...
feels good... the cool breeze in the morning..
bird, crickets and hoppers singing...
and old folks ther too

7 Sins Of Desire

Humans always thought that they are the saddest in the world, therefore, they are the lowest being of the world...

Arrogance
Sadness
Malice
Jealousy
Greed
Despair
and Hatred

DrunK

this time im drunk...
kept drinking...
head getting dizzy...
walk like snake...
fren carry my arm...
felt uncomfortable of the feeling, but happy for frens who care for me...
to the car...
back home...
no wash hair, but change clothes and off contacts...
BOOM~ sleep...
its so hard to sleep... my head have a massive pressure...
keep changing posture, about to sleep but cant...
wandering at my frens who helped me, i felt so thankful...
wandering whether i'll forget these tomorrow...
but not... im awake 4 hours later, conciousness regain, but strength only abt 70%... i rmb everything happen... so it seems im not totally drunk huh? i felt that too...
im just too dizzy...

ohya, i heard everything u guys said :) coz im still myself all time... not even alcohol can twist my mind... i bet even drugs!

Move On Or Stay?

No one will disappear from my world... Nor Bad or Good, it is always an experience and i brought all the way in life... Im not "crying over split milk" or "move on and leave the past behind". Im both... I wont actually delete someone from my mind, even though i forgotten them, recalls and flashbacks are always there for me...

Move on your journey as you bring all your past with you... Therefore, u will find the answer that u've been seeking..

When i act so much, i always wonder, which side is the real me now...?

GaminG ModE

go out and hav fun...
stay at home play game... straight days....
wanna die liao...
and that day at ron's house exercise just few parts nia, whole body pain till now...
push up and roll the thing at floor nia...
shoulder muscle, chest muscle, back muscle, and stomach muscle soooo pain.... this is the 3rd day... cant stretch my arm or chest pain, can sit up from bed or else stomach pain... damm... it's a long goodness time i've not been exersizing... but the days were before i am an active one...
who cares? :)
play game.... yamcha~~~
i nid to go to gym soon = =

Alvis Kong

my my... What do we have here?
a boy suicidED...
a young man suicidED...
how should i put in 1st?

You becamed famous... Look at the numbers of post in yr profile, hundreds and thousands... At least many people draws to yr attention...
Be glad, everyone is wishing you to rest in peace...

And im respect you as a man who standby his words... Although you make a really FOOL's choice... And yet, check gossips in facebook... All people were sad and sorry for you, but they said you are stupid... Stupid? yes...

Gossips
y suicide?
thers alot of path we can take, we dont have to choose this path...
his girlfren will cry and say y u r so stupid...
kolien, he really stupid...
aiyo... so engtao, sayang leh die ki...
y make so stupid things? hope u RIP and dont make harsh choice in yr next life...
you dont know wat is love, dont you?

Everyone, is thinking you made the wrong choice... I pity you that they dont understand a thing and yr feelings...
It's very common to see guys die for girls, but never girls for guys... And this modern age, most youngsters like us dont know what is love is...
Boy & Girl frens, breakup in a month... or a year... a week... or even days... they dont know what is love?
even me, myself, i dont know what love is...
to me, love holds a powerful relationship... to love a girlfren for a lifetime... A girlfren, is not for months, years or etc. but it's a term of 'wife' before getting married... What is Love? And i wonder did you have that same way of thinking?
I kinda think so, if not you wouldn have died for her...

Everyone can say this too, "FOREVER LOVE" , but look at them, bullshits only... facebook pro talk...
You believe in "true love", dont you? Thats what im believing as well, but society says impossible to me... But you, proved them for me... And i know there's nothing else to prove but to die for... Im really impressed, u standby yr own words, honor and loyalty... And you are 1 of the true hero...

But i still think u made the wrong choice, it is never for you to die like that... But if that's what you think is your destiny, then u made no wrong choice... But i dont think it's destiny, it's an unacceptable feeling... Therefore, u cant really rest in peace... In life, we have to let go everything before we go... And suicide is considered killing as well... In Afterlife, you wont be in heaven...
But note this, look at everyone's crying, they are effing to let you rest in peace... Praying for you...
Good luck on the judgmentday~
And my word , R.I.P.

All I Ask Of You

Say you'll share with me one love, one lifetime...

Let me lead you from your solitude...

Say you want me with you, here beside you,

Anywhere you go, let me go too,

Love, that's all I ask of you.

Meow

Hey, how are ya doing?