Tuesday, March 29, 2011

now... it is not i choose to be... is what it choose me to be... when will fate comes... everybody hope for granted... im just like a knight with a sword, but just wont make a move... whats so good if im strong if i dont make moves?
and i cant change myself... everyone is seeking their disabilities to change themselves.. but no1 holds the word "just be yourself"
whats an answer to this... i wonder

Monday, March 28, 2011

Yeah... my latest name style looks better... updated version 3rd time(without changing colours) @.@

Sunday, March 20, 2011

DELUHI & the GazettE

DELUHI:

Hoshi No Nai Yoruni
Remember The Rain
Recall
Two Hurt
Revolver Blast
Ivory & Irony
Flow Snow
Orion Once Again
Freedom
Departure
Frontier
The Farthest
Hybrid Truth
Skapegoat
Shade
Wake up!
No Salvation
G.A.L.D

the GazettE:

Nausea & Shudder
Cassis
Calm Envy
Ito
In The Middle Of Chaos
Without A Trace
Reila
Hanakotoba
Pledge

I realised even i like deluhi more than gazette... but all songs in gazette is more in my mind to jam than deluhi's...deluhi = crazy hard
Cassis comes 1st... then Nausea, calmenvy... follow by pledge...

Saturday, March 19, 2011

ResigneD

i forgot to mention this... you have gone too much...
am sorry... and i've resigned...
goodbye and fairwell

Thursday, March 17, 2011

Since Earthquakes and tsunamis happened on japan... everyone is talking about wat happen tsunami hits malaysia... or taiwanese, americans etc.. everyone is wondering of the disasters now...
i wonder too... is this a sign of end is coming?

Friday, March 11, 2011

And i hope no one reads these(only the few i expects)
I will just get laugh or get crazied by people, even friends...

WhaT On EartH

Dooms day? 2012 dec? 2011 may?
Nibiru? Dimensions collapse?
Lots of predictions around...
Lots of predictors are good, and it really happened...
So is this another faith challenge?

I actually am thinking do we deserve to be gone?
i havn actually seen this world, but i know theres alot of corruption...
Fights, Rapes, Tortures, Pollutions, Revenge...
Everyone had fight for their own rights, and things getting complicated... that we havn realised we are already at war...
But i actually think the happy things we could see can cover everything... Festivals, Parks, Beach, life, love... It may be seem tiny...
I dont actually plan on dying but if it came we will have to accept the fact, but for me... Die Hard~

I believe God sends thousands or millions of people to spread his teaching... But not much of them worked... However had been cursed instead >> "Judge like we know everything, send by God to guide human being..." Tasks arent that simple... And faith of the people is fading... The news are over the world, that everyone knows and might believe it... They choose to believe in scientific results, or maybe being manipulated to test our faith by God...

I believe this may come to an end to us coz lots of people dont know the question of all these things... and also, the answer... I might be wrong too...

WE NEED TO BE ONE... >.<

We cant keep on corrupting ourselves... The world needs us and we need it... If everyone on this world will fight as one, theres "HOPE"
These senders of God are just a pain in the ass, as we can see people who still torture, pleasing themselves by the sacrifices of others, hated the world as they hated themselves...
It's useless... I know theres no way we can be one but i cant just give up yet >.<
Some people maybe bad, but they dont really intend to be bad, they wanted a good and happy life as well...
Now as i stand on this world, as you up there watching me, my Lord... I cant do anything... I dont have the power and strength nor the skill of persuading to make changes... The world cant depend on just 1 man... Everyone is important, one life lost is great sadness... The lost of the world is a devil's birthday = =
I dont have the power create miracles like Jesus, Moses or whoever else... Im just a boy... Yeah, if i would hold that power, i will make judges of righteousness, and bring balance of life.. And if i am able to stop the world from dying... I will sign up for the job^^

Yea, 1 more thing...
You... Yes it's you... (i bet you dont know)
Today i learn a shocking truth of you...
You are actually fading from my goodness of you...
More and more...
What shall we see?
I shall let time make it's move 1st =)

Saturday, March 5, 2011

I SeeMs ForgotteN

Today is my 1st met with my niece - Jazmyn
bcoz of that baby... im an uncle now = =
gosh, am i that old? geez LOL
but ure so adorable! i lik to cubit yr face!

And now, degree life has started...
nothing good happen...
i seem to be forgotten ....
Forever As A Friend
and now, not even a stranger ...
a person that nvr existed even in sight .....