Before i knew it, i start to grew beard. I tot a girlly-looking person like me would not grow. well, even tho its just a 2 hairs.

Am i getting old?

RighT AfteR 3 DayS

only she got the gift now.
last night, i dreamt another friend died.
different person but still from my primary ex-classmates.
This is abit odd.

ValenS MorninG

These days my mind has been at her, a deja vu. I felt that its like we were before, and sometimes its dead. Dead? Last night i dreamt our friend died. I dare not name him out, but it's really sad. Well, it's just a dream. He actually only hurt his leg badly. Hope he'll recover as soon as possible. As for her, i hope that fate puts together like old times.

UnrequiteD LovE

It is painful to the person but i always think that the opposite knew after some time, and began to enjoy a little. When i think about it, this is something i dont share this problem with other people.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Unrequited_love

VanishinG

My life started to die.
Havnt keep in touch with God.
I still trust him, and always.
Somehow everything around me is leaving and changing.
To a life i rather die for someone.
I kinda feel like, i need to do something.
I need something.
Need Love.
A balance life.
A story.

How long should we wait for the time comes?

Now

I feel

Empty

Somehow we cant blame the existence of assholes.
If evil don't exist,
Justice won't shine.

DaiLy ReporT

havnt been updating blog in a while.. as well as going to church ><, feeling guilt

Its, holiday, im not taking winter coz my loan not approved by not enough documents.
even approved, i will oso be the same. yayasan doesnt gives money for winter.

this holiday is kinda buzy yet free...
playing Cabal private server > MoonNight Cabal

playing with Daryl, and his bro. My bro is playing dragonica, he will shift over when he is done with that. so as my cousins. SPM.
STPM, my high sch frens... hope they will play too^^

designing u-wear for the T-shirt for the 3rd year. I actually like the 1st one i designed, but daryl doesnt seems to like it, it is the logo he doesnt like to see the same thing over and over again.
well, i remodel up the logo, and he is ok with it already.

oh, i havn been drawing animes lately, but am designing own logos and titles.
trying to understand more things to get inspiration for my story.
Yeap, im making a story.
It will be a hell to finish even 1 season.
My story is indeed a long series. 7 seasons. yet have prob in naming characters.
but i ahve a dream about my story have to be better than naruto > so far i've seen the best story made.

arrrrgh... thinking more making me giving up. i dont know will this help in my future. making a story suppose to be a literature's work or a designer's work?
hmm, both jobs take places.

And i have been disappointing in some frens... well, not to gossip, i will slip it away and dont talk about it.

For now, am hoping to be happy all time. Let's wait for time being =)
Im waiting...