JaminG

jaming feels good...
this time i got a rock band...
i nvr had 1 b4...
rock till my ears wan to burst arr....
it feels so good when we play our roll...

actually i love classic more,
maybe jus im born into the wrong period...
but i love rock and metal too...
haha, music is life!

Im getting back to who i am before more and more...
I cant keep wearing my fake mask already...
Those who are my frens will accept me...

Im getting back just my harsh mistake decision...
Now, im back...
So im not going to make moves...
But you...

But?

Who are you then?

I DARE YOU

PHANG ZHEN SEN
Your name, i DARE speak out here...
u fucking hybrid gay...
gay then gay la, y campurcampur de...
still act agua...
think u so fat?
ur mother didnt giv u drink her milk lo...
LOOK IN THE MIRROR
who likes you????
DO YOU HAVE A REAL RELATIONSHIP?
LIKE ME, I CAN PPL I LOVE AND I CAN TRUST (other than my family)
for you? just a fckin shih ead classmate...
only knw "HU" ppl and make use of them...
everytime ask me buy things for u eat? think can use me meh?
say i didnt bring u go out play... who wan bring u out and play with yr freakin smell..? and also, u think i got face if ppl see i walk with u?
SIA SOI REN LA...
u dont like me?? giv it up.. I DONT EVEN LIKE YOU BEFORE U DONT LIKE ME...
who cares? u'll just a gay, untrustable and useless...
good in study for wat? im design...
good in photoshop for wat? no brain manipulate them...
u think u photoshop can rule the whole design class meh? through all degree year?
lanjiao~ la o0o , ur brain quality is jut shit... u can only manipulate, but u dont know how...
u think u no weakness? lots of ppl ord gossips around in swinburne abt ur freaking shit asshole ord...
last time u think u can act girl style to treat me? and everytime? anything happens then u can use "CRY" or "SHOUT" to scare me off? hoohoo... like i care... =.=
u think got bug fly to my head then u can smack my head? u knw how itai is it? u think i can get it off so easily? i tell you, u will regret for that...
as for ur stupid boyfren... i think he is not even yr boyfren, jus a target u can never reach... i laugh him then u besong me till lik that? insult me got use? shoot me behind got use?
dont think im fun to fool with... i will FUCK you... not in sch... outside... so beware... im not foolish like u r...
i hav lots frens who hated u too...

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that is the lionroar screamer...
soon will turn to dead cock barking...

When i gets sentimental, my realself appears... (thx to blackcat)
i guess, i fall too easily...
i should fall to the right one...
i should not act anymore...
i should be my own from the start...
crushing into someone and something bad happen is really a pain...
i shall not fall recklessly anymore...
that cherrywong girl form facebook is right...
should wait until the one comes...
guess maybe im too harsh before...
it only make things worse...
another pain and lesson to my memory...
im getting clever and clever,
but always stupid when things come...

Why?

This feels so shit and unlife
thers is alot of things i wana say but i cant...
i wanted but i failed...
u make use of me...
im just nothing...
now we r lik ntg...
and u gave others wat i wanted...
and u nvr gave me...
for few months i've waited,
but in the others they get in a week...
u see i wanted to be angry and still need to be calm and please to u...
u knw how my head can burst?
u knw how unfair u've been?
and my feeling is not to be played like that...
i have deep feelings, so do u knw how hurt if u play me?

dont u have real feelings? being hurt is nice feel? u r crazy...

Just friend huh?
i see...

La Sola

Tomorrow Is The Time

HalF DrunK

im very dizzy now... but im still normal as usual, but my vision is so blur and wobbly...
why? bcoz of a broken heart? the worst part is a resealable heart, still felt with hope and nvr let go >.<
I dont know who to ask this only God... Shall i let go? or shall i wait, the fight of time...?
or let time decide?
maybe im too stubborn... my heart is too strong even im drunk, i cant forget just for a while when i drink too much...
other ppl can just forget when they drunk, but y not me?
only frens can make my day actually...
i always available to talk serious... joke talk is normal, i can be serious anytime, why some ppl think they are not ready to be serious? especially towards me?
i don understand...
im dizzy...
im drunk now...
simply type now...
sleepy...
i wan to go to bed...
im still thinking every sec...
pls recall~
g9, slp tgt & swt drms~

You Are My Love

Ame ni nureta hoho wa
namida no nioi ga shita
yasashii manazashii no
tabibito

Shizuka ni hibiiteru
natsukashii ongaku
omoidasenai kioku
samayou

Yume wa tobitatsu no chiisana tsubasa de
omoi no kienai basho made
futari de
tooi umi wo sora wo koete

Kurai yoru no naka de
watashi wo terashiteru
yasashii manazashii no
anata ni
aitai...

Why? i keep thinking.. get better, do things to let time pass..
but just something i cant let go off..
even though its time..
but i wan to hear from ...
and i feel better in someways..
and kept thinking of good things happen..
i wonder will you think of this?
am i still valid in yr memory card?

The person drunk suppose to me tonight ~.~

There are times that I wanted to tell her everything that I’ve done for her and make her love me back. But I can’t. Love is not selfish. So I did what felt right. I keep giving her my love but I can never asked for her love in return, because everything i did its just hatred and misunderstanding. And maybe i havnt done anything at all... I just as dumb as i said others... Maybe she deserve another guy

Thankyou to all my frens...
i knw u ppl is trying to help me...
and i knw that u knw u cant help, but only calm me down...
and i knw only myself can face it...
thankyou for trying to share my pain...
but for now, it's going to take sometime...
every movement of it brings me a pain...
a deep one...
but im too stubborn to my answer...
guess have to be patience...

TimE

i dont know how strong can i be when comes to time..
im kinda impatient...
but for now, i will fight as long i can...
hold on the suffer as long i can...
shall i take my fren's mistake to challenge time?
are their's is the same fate as mine?
but i think so...
so, i will wait...
someday...

PaiN StilL GoeS On

even though ther is pain i've said... the pain is still pain... it wont go away...
when i heard things, it makes me more pain...
if i see things, its far more worse...
how in the world i get into this pain?
its on my hand...
bu gan xing... When i put alot effort on something, before it reaches my hand, then something bad happen... its like im fainted... & when i woke up, everything is too late...
a simple mistake ends everything up...
its so pain...
ppl around still asks... they re innocent, how am i gonna tell them?
im handling this pain...
far more greater than u did...
u've given up...
but have u totally given up?
am i still able to stand?