Things turn back to me

my frenz dont hav patience.. they dont give time, thats y they failed...
who knows? me too...
well, i think i deserve it...
but i think the lesson is not over...
i think i nid to start give time frm now on...
to anything else, and for the case...
juz wana say, nt yet giv up frm failure, but it might be a true failure...
kinda useless to say this...
but i guess, no matter how smart a person is, he cant think of everything...

I See You

i see you everyday...
when i see you... juz felt pain...
pain...
my feelings is always the deepest and sensitive...
and i nvr like 2leave things behind...
i always turn back to get things done...
can u read my feelings?
do u have feelings?
if u have? can let me read it?
is yr feelings as deep as mine?
all those good times were never exist...
i was nvr able to open yr heart...
it is juz physical reaction...
and to do things to let time pass...

as deep we've ever been through,
i doubt that u wont have feelings...
bcoz if u wont,
then i was fooled the whole time...
being used?
but i wish to believe u will...

and now, i couldnt do anything more...
its juz when
I SEE YOU
i feel pain...

When Fringe Has Cutted Off

see so easy
eat so easy
sleep so easy
play piano so easy
play violin so easy
wear contacts so easy
drive so easy
comb so easy

so many easy...
feel so easy too~ :)

Bad Apple!! - ]TOUHOU] feat nomico

Bad Apple!!

Nagareteku toki no naka de demo kedarusa ga hora guruguru mawatte
Watashi kara hanareru kokoro mo mienaiwa sou shiranai?
Jibun kara ugoku koto mo naku toki no sukima ni nagasare tsuzukete
Shiranai wa mawari no koto nado watashi wa watashi sore dake
Yume miteru? Nani mo mitenai? Kataru mo muda na jibun no kotoba
Kanashimu nante tsukareru dake yo nani mo kanjizu sugoseba ii no
Tomadou kotoba ataerarete mo jibun no kokoro tada uwa no sora
Moshi watashi kara ugoku no naraba subete kaeru no nara kuro ni suru
Konna jibun ni mirai wa aru no? Konna sekai ni watashi wa iru no?
Ima setsunai no? Ima kanashii no? Jibun no koto mo wakaranai mama
Ayumu koto sae tsukareru dake yo hito no koto nado shiri mo shinaiwa
Konna watashi mo kawareru no nara moshi kawareru no nara shiro ni naru
Nagareteku toki no naka de demo kedarusa ga hora guruguru mawatte
Watashi kara hanareru kokoro mo mienaiwa sou shiranai?
Jibun kara ugoku koto mo naku toki no sukima ni nagasare tsuzukete
Shiranai wa mawari no koto nado watashi wa watashi sore dake
Yume miteru? Nani mo mitenai? Kataru mo muda na jibun no kotoba
Kanashimu nante tsukareru dake yo nani mo kanjizu sugoseba ii no
Tomadou kotoba ataerarete mo jibun no kokoro tada uwa no sora
Moshi watashi kara ugoku no naraba subete kaeru no nara kuro ni suru
Muda na jikan ni mirai wa aru no? Konna tokoro ni watashi wa iru no?
Watashi no koto wo iitai naraba kotoba ni suru no nara [rokudenashi]
Konna tokoro ni watashi wa iru no? Konna jikan ni watashi wa iru no?
Konna watashi mo kawareru no nara moshi kawareru no nara shiro ni naru
Ima yume miteru? Nani mo mitenai? Kataru mo muda na jibun no kotoba
Kanashimu nante tsukareru dake yo nani mo kanjizu sugoseba ii no
Tomadou kotoba ataeraretemo jibun no kokoro tada uwa no sora
Moshi watashi kara ugoku no naraba subete kaeru no nara kuro ni suru
Ugoku no naraba ugoku no naraba subete kowasuwa subete kowasuwa
Kanashimu naraba kanashimu naraba watashi no kokoro shiroku kawareru?
Anata no koto mo watashi no koto mo subete no koto mo mada shiranai no
Omoi mabuta wo aketa no naraba subete kowasu no nara kuro ni nare!!!

Heavy Metal Blows~

My Fucking English Lecturer

WONG YAO HING - Big, fat and round... agua... moon face... talk like shit cant come out... and like to sentence up his talk with a " k~ "

Juz felt that its missing someone... and its not right yet... when can it be settled? its just who win the cold-war only...

CigarettE

I've tried cigarettes... but i dont get addicted..
when i was holding a cigarette, it makes me feel like...
why this small grass thingy stick can make lots of ppl addicted?
like my frens arround me need it so much lik they cant stand without it @.@
everytime i went to kopitiam, i see ppl arround smokes and the floor was like....
am i being glad that im not addicted on this stuff?
indeed i felt proud...
this thing is burning the grass, and i am inhaling it into my lungs...
and the burning feel goes into my lung... @.@
did others felt like this?
or they dont?
or they knew but cant imagine the harmness?

smoking its like an activity to me, i dont smoke for i need it.. i smoke for trying, doing something for not being bored, or to socialize with others... therefore, its like communicating business...

for others who loves smoke, i would like to say: dont stop it...
if u love it, u should... its not im trying to harm yr health... its like u doing for yr joy... thats the main thing..
if u r happy with it, then dont stop...
like "happy or good" life
u must also take care of yr health once in a while... so dont smoke too much buddies...

FeeL GooD

2day feel so good.. thx to a fren...
and the night air feels good... and sky is bright in mid night...
im gonna rock...
as for the ghost who atk me...
haha no chance... come on, i can play rock everyday too...
cant penetrate my body...
can nvr beat my will~
i will always be on God's child...
wont got the chance to possess me XD

ReunioN

this night is my 5h reunion...
c lots of ex clz mate, im not interested in all ecept sylvia..
well she is the only person im interested to talk to, and she talks to me lot more...
i kinda feel our bond is breaking apart, juz like 6u... but this is 5h... same right? time will break us apart..
but anyway, i dont really care so much, since november gonna hav another day again, we shall meet again... all of them comment on my hair, i always have long hair, but not as long as now... lol, jealous or wat... LOL haha...
after that send mom home and go to meet my brothers at mahjong...
chitchat until so late, and big rain...
run over the car ther then whole body wet...
go eat drink and chitchat...
and go home...
interesting day?
or
boring day?

AVATAR

watched avatar again...
so far best rated movie by me...
now 2nd time watch, i feel the world again...
if others can feel wat i feel as well, they might understand y i become a designer...
to describe my dreamlands, the world is much much bigger than this corrupted world.. juz beyond my imagination...
i felt like talking like a kid, but this is juz how i feel deep inside, i wonder when can i go to my world...
basically, this world is building my dreams up more and more...

ClasH Of BrotherS

wat happen brothers...
dy.. i can c u getting unreasonable...
actually i didnt mind anything...
im always always of these clashings...
dy... juz be back to normal, and be as good person u r...
sometimes i oso scare to tell me frens all my brothers are gangsters arr... LOL

abt vin's prophecy... i hope that wont happen... hit a brother... dont trust those lasap bomoh...

ron seems innocent and stay out if it wasnt his fault, but he seems more dragged in than me HAHA... im the most peace of all, well isnt my job to cool every1 down..?

i dont hav much news abt cheng... he's probably wif dy... i dont know whats he thinking now... gotta see him... we brothers havnt reunion all quite in a while...
i was thinking of having bbq, but 1st, hang out and talk...

comon, i hanvt draw us... i was always wanted to, but lazy and no time and stupid reasons haha...
think of u ppl i still a little more happy la...